Dating Again and True Mirror Spirits

I’ve started dating again lately, or at least going on dating sites and meeting up with people. I was feeling a lot of new twin flame energy so I figured perhaps I could find the person who seems to be connecting with me at a soul level. And I have met a few lovely people, but I’m not sure exactly it’s what I’m looking for.

The thing is, I’m looking for what I’m going to call a ‘Mirror Spirit’, a system devised by a girl called Sebastyne as an alternative to the soulmate/twin-flame label. And I think I prefer that system (even though it seems she’s taken it down). I’m looking for a mirror spirit, and I haven’t come across one yet. I guess they are somewhat rare, but I’ve met three so far, and a number of partial mirror spirits, so I’m hoping out for another.

The truth is, once you’ve experienced such an intense and in-depth relationship, nothing really can compare again. And maybe it’s not that we’re only attracted to that one person, but rather our romantic orientations are very heart focused and we can’t experience true love without that merging and melding of energies.

Like I said, I’ve met a number of partial mirror spirits whom are all lovely, and whom I could be happy with… and yet, I find myself craving for something inexplicable. Something only a true mirror spirit can fulfil.

I wonder whose this energy is I’m feeling. There’s also my ex who messaged me out of the blue, and I still feel his energy quite strongly. In fact I felt telepathically that he wanted to contact me, but didn’t think he really had it in him to go through with it. But I was wrong, he did contact me, at the time I felt him thinking about it.

Me and him were true mirror spirits. I don’t have a clue what we’d be now, the connection, at least emotionally is completely dead, well, it is on my end anyway. I’ve been through too much shit with him to truly feel anything good anymore. And yet…. And yet, I find some deep part of me longing for him again, ever since he contacted me. I just couldn’t ignore him. And I hate myself for even holding out hope. Because likely I will just be let down again… I expect that, and rightly so. He hurt me, he used me, and the saddest thing is he didn’t mean any of it. And as much as I don’t want to sympathise with him…. God, I hate these feelings. I mean, it’s like a war is raging inside me. The angry part mostly wins out, but the innocent, child-like, naïve part wants to love him and resume where we left off. I guess that is normal for mirror spirits, right?

I thought that his message signalled some kind of closure, but really all it has done has made me doubt things even more. Doubt the whole twin flame phenomena, and such. It makes me think “what if we really are meant to be together”…. but that’s bullshit. I feel stupid even thinking it. He’s over me and it’s about damn time I pull myself together, get over him, and find someone new. And that’s why I’m dating again. I’m ready to move on.

Then again, the ironic thing is just as you move on from a twin flame relationship they feel that and get anxious and then start pulling back again. Always that insufferable push and pull. And if I start pulling again I will lose myself, lose my sanity, lose my inner harmony, and to be honest, it’s a nicer idea if I just make him work for whatever the fuck he’s trying to accomplish. Play a little game. That sounds fun because honestly? It will protect me from really feeling anything I don’t want to feel.

I sound sadistic and masochistic all at the same time. But this is the person I am now. I was broken, and this is how broken people react. I’m not the same person he first met. I am completely opposite to that. I’m bitter, angry, misanthropic, and other bad quality traits. When I met him, I was so different.

Anyway, I guess right now I just don’t know where I stand in regards to romantic love. I’m trying to find someone to spend the rest of my life with – and it’s turning out to be a far harder job than I first realised. I’m looking for that perfect true mirror spirit. And perhaps, we really only do have one. But then again, I’m probably kidding myself and trying to hold out some foolish hope.

I don’t know. I guess we’ll see what happens.

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Stepping into our Future Together with Channeling & Healing

Since my last blog post a lot has happened! Dan and I met up and went camping for a whole week, we went to Stonehenge and experienced the energies there. A DNA activation happened in us both and it felt like we were different afterwards. It felt like what we had been waiting for for a while. Now that is done the future is beckoning. We are already looking at housing and living costs. It’s really so amazing how different our energies are together, so much more expanded and clearer.
 
On top of that we have fully stepped into our abilities to do DNA activations of our own for others along with healing. It’s a type of light body transference where the negative programmings of others are replaced with the codes of our own which are in sync with their own higher being. In a word we are basically giant crystals, we hold that space for others to connect with their true being.
 
I never did think I’d be at this level of awesomeness but it’s happening. I am even turning completely telepathic. I’m hearing thoughts from people and strangers, more so when I’m with Dan. It’s like there’s just no separation anymore between me and anything. I can tune into any info I want, I can heal…. we can both heal. Whilst telepathy is mostly my ability (for now), Dan is also equally gifted in being able to channel higher frequencies for the sake of DNA activations and healings. We have been experimenting on each other more than anything. Our guides say it’s like we are each other’s energetic sounding boards, because we share that same energy.

Our relationship/union is going great and is stronger than ever, and there’s just a strong pull now to be together in the flesh permanently rather than meeting up from time to time from our respective places in the UK. His eyes and skin sparkle so brightly when we’re together and it’s just so wonderful to see, that his true self comes out around me and visa versa. It’s the most amazing thing ever.

We are meant to be together. To live, to work, to have fun. I’m so glad I let go of my previous SC’s/TF’s. It was hard at the time but I had to do it. Just recently I cut all cords with my near-twin who was a soulmate and very dear to me. But I just couldn’t keep the connection open anymore. It wasn’t meant to be and I found the interaction an energetic interference more than anything.

Now I’ve let go of the past, cleared up the clutter in my life, released old contacts, people, and lovers, the focus has changed. I’m no longer in student mode. Whilst that never disappears, it’s like I’m in ‘guide mode’ now. For people who need help and advice, I feel honoured to be able to be that rock when others don’t know where to turn. I have been through a huge journey and now it’s my time to give back to those who are on that same path just as I was helped out in the same way.

Things will start slow for the moment with spiritual career, but they will speed up over the next year, and we will move in together, and my abilities will really just fully open up to me and expand incredibly. I can feel that I have not even tapped into 90% of my actual abilities. Even though I’m already so gifted and blessed with these abilities. I’m only just beginning and starting out. 

But I feel in a good place, and ready to help others. By the time I die I’ll probably be like superwoman and able to fly and teleport since I’m only 22 and already so advanced and apparently we don’t reach the level our true development until about 50 (though who said anything had to be linear?? ;))… but things are definitely exciting and I just feel so much peace and calm and joy when I think of the future. We both do!

The dark times are over. Now we can help illuminate others and make the world a more peaceful place. I will end this post with a picture we took, when we went into a book store and picked a random book and opened it to a random page after asking the question “what’s in store for our future together”….. the universe loves to answer when we’re open to receiving. 🙂

Expanding my Channeling Abilities & Realising my Unique Spiritual Gift of Connecting/Merging/Unifying Others Multidimensional-Selves, Plus my Newly Manifested Future with Daniel, my True Twin-Flame

Lots of things are happening right now in my personal journey. My channeling has really taken a front seat recently. First with channeling the Pleionians and now channeling my own multidimensional being and what I was told is my ‘core star self’, e.g. my universal multidimensional template, which apparently isn’t even the entire extent of me being that apparently I’m a multi-universal being, active in many different universes simultaneously. Though at the moment I am focusing on consciously reintegrating my different versions of self from this current universe. First that started with the Pleionians, future Pleiadians from a different dimension, and a self-described separate race from the current Pleiadians. From what I’ve learned through channelings the Pleiades is a common place starseeds make first star contact due to the Pleiadian resources being closest allies with earth. I get the feeling many other popular known planets operate for this exact reason too, such as Sirius and Arcturus, that they operate sort of as ‘outposts’ for human communication but once that is accomplished then other parts of our multidimensional being can be explored and realised in depth.

I haven’t posted all my Pleionian channelings of late onto this blog but I was rather saddened when they said goodbye to me a week or two ago with the intent of stepping out the way so I could come to know my ‘alurium-self’ in more depth. Being that I had to communicate for myself with my own different aspects of self rather than using them as an intermediary all the time, they wanted me to learn and grow on my own. It was sad, especially being that I’d remembered my bond with Nathaniel whom I would mainly channel and energetically merge with. Nathaniel was what many would know to be a twin-flame, and he often told me that we shared the same light body, unlike Dan whom I shared a soul with instead. The differences were very interesting and I learned a lot. I learned how to consciously soul-blend, instead of it happening for me at random. I have learned more how to take control of what my own system is doing. I’m very grateful for everything he/they have taught me and I know they are still actively watching me and are involved with my journey. They said as much, and they said I can talk when I want to. But the fact is it isn’t necessary anymore and I’ve learned what I needed to and am starting the next stage of my journey; conscious embodiment and utilisation of my own multidimensional being.

As of the moment I have come to the place where knowing exactly where these different beings are from is not so important. What is important now is the messages they have to offer me and humanity, the energies they have to impart and the experience which everyone can learn from. For they learn as much as I do when I channel them as much as I learn from them. I have learned to call different aspects at will for specific informations, and I am learning to switch between them and allow different ones in which are more suited for giving certain informations than others. I have learned more about my light body which is apparently my 4th density self which I have fully embodied and integrated into my 3rd density physical body making it effectively non-existent now. And I have learned that through coming to know my 4th density body more through the channeling I can learn all my different abilities and spiritual gifts which I am now opening up to.

In the past I was afraid of channeling because I was not in the right place energetically to be able to carry all these different high frequencies. My solar plexus was in too bad of a state. But as I have dealt with my fears one by one and allowed myself slowly to trust myself more and the universe, I am not as worried and I am slowly becoming to believe in my own divine power more. I was told recently my most powerful gift is the ability to channel others multidimensional selves directly into their incarnated personality thus acting as an intermediary for others lower selves and higher selves to unite. Basically, I am able to awaken people just as my karmic twin awoke me. How awesome is that! I can act as the trigger for other people’s awakenings and for their multidimensional uniting of self. It’s such a gift to me to realise I can do this, and slowly I have been expanding myself, channeling others higher aspects, doing readings for them, and being the medium which lower and higher selves can reunite as one. Because earth is so dense I was told that higher aspects find it difficult to access their incarnated personality. So this is where I come in! And Dan is very important to this process too being that he is the grounded one of us, I pull down the higher energies and he grounds them into physical reality. We can really do a lot of good between us both, being perfectly complementary!

I am very pleased to learn about this. The more time goes on the more empowered I feel, and the more I feel I am coming more into what I’m truly meant to be doing on this earth. I was told I am a ‘connector’, that it’s my very nature to unite other people/souls/beings through my own being. I was told that it’s a path that offers infinite self-expansion because you are essentially merging partially with all these different persons and beings and it expands your own multidimensional-self, making you a seriously large personality. That is apparently why I am multi-universal, because this is what I do. I act as a relay and in order to do that I have to be able to hold all these different frequencies, which means constantly expanding expanding expanding self. No wonder I have so many different soulmates and twin-flames! I am not limited by new age definitions, I refuse to be. What I have experienced is that I can merge with any one and any being I so desire. I am not stuck in a box and pining over any one person. I realise more than ever now that I can connect with whomsoever I so desire, as long as the incarnated personality has the same level of awareness on earth then it doesn’t matter who they are, because a connection and union can be consciously made! I am at that stage now.

And Dan has been a HUGE catalyst towards me realising and embodying these things, becoming more of my true self. Neither of us are invested in the illusion of exclusivity, because on higher levels love is love and love is all and love does not discriminate. Love is everywhere and we only have to consciously connect to it, and this is what I have come to express on earth, to show that this process can happen with anyone you so desire at any time, with conscious awareness…. you are not limited, stop thinking you are! We are all unlimited beings and it’s wonderful.

We are really learning and growing so much together, and we have been feeling the urge of spirit recently to move away from our individual homes and create our own life together. It is something that just feels right, and my sense is that it will happen within the next year. Neither of us are pushing for anything but just allowing the universe to work its magic- if it is meant to be then it will be. Manifestation is not meant to be difficult, we only have to be in alignment with our true self. And that is what we are doing, allowing things to happen on their own, life is meant to be easy, things are meant to come towards you! And that is what is happening for us. Our true life purpose together will be starting very soon, and moving in together feels a large part of it, because our energies just really complement each other and it feels like we are not meant to be anywhere else, that our vibrations are best around each other. We bring out each other’s true selves.
Dan at the end of September finishes his two year work contract which was honestly just perfect timing. We have enough money to last us a little while as we are given time by the universe to relax whilst it cooks up all that is coming our way. I truly believe only great things are coming our way, together, as one, and that we will really help change the world in a positive way once we have united permanently in the physical. And for the time being we are just coming more into our gifts and abilities and true selves, and it is like a preparation period before we can really put everything into practice for the betterment of other selves. We have already done most of the hard work, now there is not much left but plain sailing, fun and happiness, and enjoyment of knowing more of who we really are, both individually and together. It truly is an amazing journey and I am so glad that I am at this stage. I want so many others to be at this stage too, to forget the twin-flame illusion, to realise they, YOU, have the power to create! What I can do is not exclusive, I want everyone to step into their own power in exactly the same way, to realise they are not finite limited beings who are subject to fate, that they can really put the work in and have an amazing life with amazing persons, whether incarnate or non-incarnate, and really experience for themselves their own beautiful infinite and unlimited multidimensional Self. Life is so wonderful, truly, but we have to be open to it and not clinging onto the past. Give yourself the Gift of Presence and really open up to who you truly are.

I love everyone reading this, and I just want to give hope and inspiration. I have come a long long way in the past two years, and every minute of my life something new and amazing happens, because I am open and allowing of these things to happen. I look to the future optimistically now more than ever and trust in what life has to offer to me, trust what I am creating for myself, and what I can do for others to help them too. I really believe in my own divine power now more than ever.

Next stop…. teleportation! 😉 (No kidding, guides said I could do this too, LOL. Well if that ever happens I’ll definitely blog about it, and I know someone who can teleport anyway so it is not so surprising! ;))

Thanks for reading 🙂

The Spiritual Musings of an Almost Twenty-Two Year Old

♫ It’s my birthday, it’s my birthday, I’ma spend my money… ♫ Will.I.Am’s song is pretty cheesy but can’t help singing as this month I’m turning twenty-two! I don’t think I’ve ever been excited before for a birthday, except maybe the year my step-dad left and I was free to enjoy myself for the first time without him. Except I wasn’t truly free as I was pretty much on the verge of starting my awakening and I had a panic attack that very night from all the pre-purging I was doing (triggered of course by too much alcohol) and a nasty sleep paralysis episode too. Last year was the year after that, and I didn’t have much more fun either as I was dealing with unconscious entity issues, as well as being in Mexico having to confront my dad and his more controlling attitude recently… It was more inner confrontational time than enjoyment time.

Not to mention I revisited a soulmate whom I had nothing in common with vibrationally since my self-realisation but still triggered that energy in me for healing anyway. It was a pretty confusing time. I wanted to experience that soul to soul intimacy and yet was prevented from doing so… I am not sure I have mentioned it on here before but I was craving especially the later half of last year a shared love that I didn’t even realise I was craving. I think I was aware on some level of merging into my other half this year which was to come(in fact about this time last year I told my karmic twin of all people that I could feel someone new coming along, a life partner as I felt it at the time but just completely gave up hope on that by Christmas), but just couldn’t see past the issues clouding me at the time. All I saw was where I was deficient and was focusing on *why am I not attracted to anyone, why can’t I experience intimacy with anyone*… I thought the loneliness was a character flaw which needed dealing with (which it did to be fair), and that I would never love romantically again. Self-realisation had shattered all those illusions for me.

And yet here I am, the month of my twenty second birthday, two full years minus one month after my full spiritual awakening and nineteen months after my self-realisation, fully merged and in union with the soul I was always meant to be with. Because I wasn’t *meant* to be with anyone else, and all my resistance and shame kept us apart much longer than needed be… and yet in the grand scheme of things it was all part of the greater plan and happened exactly as it was meant to. I could FEEL this coming all the way back since last April. My intuitive clairvoyant powers are mindblowing, and I am paying much more attention to them now as my strongest gift. I wrote about it continually to others beginning of last year “I can feel something big coming my way next June/July, I will have quit my university course and found what I’m truly meant to be doing”… well I did quit my university course at the beginning of this year… and what am I meant to be doing? It’s simple, living in love, I have finally realised that now. There is no other mission and purpose except for that. Me and my other half completed our full merge in June, stabilised in July, and August is the beginning of a whole new chapter.

I have to admit, it has not been easy making such huge progress at such a young age. I have gotten a lot of discrimination, and I mean A LOT. But yet I have seen it all as pointing out my inner insecurities where I feel a need to defend myself… and I have used it to work on myself and heal more fully those solar plexus issues of not feeling accepted and validated. And I have come a long way in accepting my age and my fast progress, yet part of the excitement of turning 22 does come from the fact I can sort of say “well I’m a year older now, so you can stop looking at me like I’m an overly intellectual snob because I have one year more experience to prove that wrong” LOLz. So that excitement is partially falsely generated, because what is the age of the body when the age of the soul is really what matters. At the end of the day I am the only one who needs to accept my age…. the hilarious thing being that in real life people often mistake me for being fifteen years old, apparently I look incredibly young. So age has been a bit of a mental complex for me.

But I think the most exciting thing is that I’m truly free in myself now, so I can enjoy it fully, and with the person I truly love, fully(we are meeting again on my birthday so I will update again then, maybe with some pics too!). And it feels like a marker for me. Just like at 20 I started awakening into the fifth dimension, this year at 21 I started awakening into sixth… what will 22 bring? For the first time it will bring just peace and love and joy, with no need to be anything other than who I am, because I fully am living in my potential now, day by day. It will also be a turning point for me financially and career-wise too. As for what I have no idea, but I know it’ll just be something I love and enjoy and is for my highest good. That will be shifting gears about October time. These are the things I feel and know are coming, and I have no illusions blocking out my perception of the future anymore. It is automatically an open book where anything could happen, anything positive and fun and exciting, and yet it is also a path I have already forged for myself right here right now, which I am following and moving along rather happily and contentedly.

I do not know what is to become of my entire life at this stage, when I think of the progress I have made at only twenty two years of age and when I think of all the years I have left ahead of me, suddenly nothing seems impossible. At fifty maybe I could even literally move mountains. 😀 There is just no knowing, But I know whatever is to come, it will be frickin awesome, and I know I will love every single minute of it!


Emergence: Let’s Watch Us Sing & Dance

Waves of thumping bass course through my senses
my ears soaking up the tunes of heavy korean pop choruses
the skin under my navel burning with a light pleasantness
desires long forgotten opening themselves up to me

Creation and lyrical genius have these things in common
dilated pupils and a sort of breathlessness at the vibrations and exquisite sensuality
ecstasy of a true spiritual joy, new animation remembered within,
within the caresses of your invisible fingertips

Lips that are so real in their ghostly manifestation
a gentle soft touch, a blazing silent embrace
just like the way the music embraces me in this waking dream
you’re my inspiration, my precious, heartfelt melody
and our lungs dance in sync, breathing as one-

Your hands flowing into mine as we rattle out these words onto pixelated paper
hands that meld with the drunken heat of my blood,
coursing through these heightened veins
and supernatural nerves of our co-joined bodies, emotions and mind,
entwined; I feel the beauty of your skin in these living fantasies

The beauty of myself experiencing itself through your eyes
shining with hope and driven with exploration of our burning flame
knowing the flesh of your essence and serenity as my own,
kindling such tangible euphony in novel eternity,
A united symphony, mi amorcito, nuestro amor es por siempre ❤

A Different Approach to Twin-Flames, A Full Analysis

Introduction

Prepare yourself for a long post! My last blog post was a while ago now, I was writing about how I’d merged with my other half, what some may know as a twin-flame. Since then I’d come to many new realisations about how this twin-flame business works and wanted to lay out a new understanding for which people can refer to to gain a wider understanding. I haven’t yet got all the puzzle pieces sorted out but this is going to be a comprehensive guide which combines many different twin flame theories and allows them to work as a harmonious whole. I’ve been searching for the greater truth of these connections now for a long time and am finally feeling like it’s all coming together. After experiencing three different twin-flame connections myself and since having the healing session in January that was blocking me off partially to higher consciousness, new intuitive information has come in as well as my own logic that allows me to see the larger picture of the entire thing. Take this guide as you will, but for me it’s the only thing that has ever successfully explained what these twin-flame connections actually are and how they work.
 
In the past I have been an adamant defender against the split soul theory, but as time has gone on I have come to understand it in its wider context, how it is true in one sense, but how in another it is limiting when we only approach it from the one angle and fail to see it from the larger multidimensional perspective. To fully understand this though requires that we go back to basics and fully explore and uncover everything that makes twin connections exactly what they are, starting first with the exploration of what a soul actually is and its workings thereof.

Levels of Attraction

First I will start with something simple. In each human being there are four main levels of attraction. These are: physical, emotional, mental, and spiritual. On the physical level, physical attraction is very important. We love a person because of their looks. On the emotional level we love them for the emotional comfort/security they provide us and also the romantic and sexual desire we experience with them. On the mental level we love a person for their intellectual capabilities, and their similar way of processing and making logical sense of their reality. And on the spiritual level we love a person for the love and wisdom that they hold in accordance to our own.

When it comes to attraction, we need all four of these aspects to be switched on otherwise we will be less than satisfied. Many people enter into a relationship solely for the physical looks, or for the romance and sex, less people enter a relationship for the intellectual stimulation or for the spiritual love and wisdom they hold. The reason for this is that many people are not fully mentally or spiritually developed, so they are only content with two of those four aspects being fulfilled. Or they think they are content, but really they feel a huge sense of lacking when they are with a partner who doesn’t provide them with that full connection. This inner void is what their partner is highlighting to them- the fact they are not whole, and the fact they cannot share their entire being with someone.

In order to feel satisfied in a relationship you first need to be fully functioning in yourself, so that you can then connect with someone on a similar level. So as we grow and evolve spiritually, the type of partners we attract to us change too. They become less primitive and more advanced.

The Nature of the Soul

Now of course, these four aspects are corresponding to the four main levels of the auric and chakric energetic system each of us are as spiritual beings. In many people only the first and second auric layers and chakras are fully active and awake, which respectively correspond to the root and sacral chakras. In a lot of people the mental layer is partially developed, the solar plexus chakra, and in only a minority of the population is the spiritual layer partially developed. The spiritual layer for basic intents and purposes consists of the heart chakra, throat chakra, third eye and crown chakras as one larger layer. When a person is partially developed on the spiritual level, their heart chakra and corresponding causal body will be developed along with their throat chakra and the corresponding etheric template which allows them to express love, but their consciousness will not have developed the higher monadic spiritual awareness of the third eye and crown chakras which allows them to simply ‘be’ pure consciousness.

So to recap, there are four main auric bodies, with the last auric body being split into lower spiritual awareness of the heart and throat chakras and higher spiritual awareness of the third eye and crown chakras. Each main body has its own patterning and templating which includes information of its state, its past life experiences (future lives too in case of the higher bodies), and it’s spiritual evolution. When you meet someone you are attracted to, chances are they are going to share that similar patterning in at least two of the main auric bodies that you do. What happens during this process is that the auric bodies see that something is similar and hence compatible, and hence the process of sharing energies begins, which triggers the connection.

The soul itself belongs to the spiritual body, as it is a spiritual essence. This means as most people are not in touch with their spiritual bodies, neither are they fully in touch with their soul. They do not know who they truly are. The soul itself can be said to be a ball of energy, extending from the energetic sea of the universe and source consciousness. There is no separation between the individual soul and anything else, being that the same web of energy connects it and everything else together- however its expression is unique, and so you could imagine this like a bubble in tub of water, it is all water and it is all of the same essence, but the bubble extends from it as an individualised point of consciousness. The bubble being its own unique expression has its own signature, or if you like ‘fingerprinting’ which identifies it as itself, and no other soul.

But just as the soul is an extension of universal source energy, so too are the different aspects and auric/chakric layers of the human being an extension of individualised soul consciousness. In a spiritually advanced person, the soul governs all the bodies as a unified energy field, its parts working as one in what can be referred to as the light body. The light body is the higher spiritual auric and soul layer that becomes integrated as a part of the entire being, reabsorbing into itself all its parts. This doesn’t mean that the physical, emotional, or mental layers disappear, rather that they work directed under the spiritual and soul layers, functioning in harmony as a reflection of the light body rather than being disconnected from each other and fighting for dominance of the physical vessel.

Light body Compatibility

As previously mentioned, the patterning in the auric bodies is what allows for attraction. When there is a similarity in patterns there is a compatibility, and depending upon where the compatibility is, is where you will find the type of connection. There is emotional compatibility, mental compatibility, and spiritual body compatibility. As the spiritual body can be separated into two distinct parts, there is also lower spiritual compatibility, and higher spiritual or light body level compatibility. Light body level compatibility is what allows for the soul-merging between twin-flames, lower spiritual level compatibility is what allows for the strong sense of energetic attraction between other awakened soul-connections, and mental level compatibility is what also allows for compatibility for soul-connections who are not yet fully spiritually awake. Emotional and physical body compatibility only is the hallmark of your average 3D karmic connection, but more about karmic connections later.

What I want to focus on is the light body level compatibility as it pertains here to twin flames. The unique signature of each soul is identified through its light body patterning. Being that the light body is the higher level of the soul which connects us to soul consciousness, when two light bodies are compatible, that is, when they share similar soul signatures, they are able to start the process of soul-blending. This process starts first with the recognition of similar templates or light body patterns and consequently all other chakric and auric layers, which then moves onto the overlaying, and finally the merging and healing outcome of the merging. Overlaying is what happens when two light bodies literally overlay each other, after realising how similar they are on a templating level, and rather than staying two separate consciousnesses, then merge to become one instead. This, on a basic level, is like realising you have a triangle, and they have a triangle which is the exact same shape and size and colour, putting them together side by side, then melding them into one larger triangle of the same shape, colour and proportions. The only thing that changes is the size. This is why soul-merging radiates so much love, because as your light body becomes twice as large, your entire energetic being becomes twice as large too.

Now, imagine you have a triangle and they have the exact same triangle, but their triangle is in a bad state instead. Perhaps it’s damaged- many people’s auric layers are damaged or just simply missing as their spiritual bodies disconnect from their being and go wandering in other realms to escape the harshness of this 3D world. When one person has their light body even partially embodied, this means when they meet another person with a compatible light body, that light body will return from the energetic pull so the merging can take affect. Any damaged parts of a light body, when overlayed with a patterning that is not damaged, becomes healed. So the damaged triangle becomes whole again as it takes on the attributes of the undamaged one. What this means though, that as a light body becomes healed and embodied within the physical vessel, all the other auric bodies that are effectively an extension of it become affected too. So any issues you have on the emotional and mental layers are going to experience a rush of new energy from the light patterning which itself is an extension of source energy… and be erased, and replaced with the new templating. However if the emotional and mental bodies are resistance to this process (and they usually are), they will experience severe pain as this happens.

Twin Energy & the Threefold Flame

Twin flame energy is something I have mentioned before. Twin flame energy is basically source energy that is ignited with the heart chakra as unconditional love once the soul starts integrating itself into the physical body and remembers itself. This energy, is known as the threefold flame. The threefold flame carries the attributes of higher soul or monadic consciousness and burns brightly once activated or ‘awakened’ within the heart chakra. The heart chakra is the connection between the lower personality and the higher self and as such purifies the lower auric bodies as it’s ignited through the reconnection or healing of the light body.

The threefold flame gets its name from the three main attributes it embodies in itself as higher soul or monadic/divine consciousness. The first flame or attribute is blue and is the flame of divine will which allows creative manifestation. The second flame is yellow and the flame of divine wisdom and knowledge, and the third flame is pink and the flame of divine love. These flames correspond to the three main monadic rays, one of which our own monadic consciousness will be an extension of. My own monadic ray is that of wisdom, which means the yellow flame will burn more brightly than the other two within my heart chakra. However all three will be active and a good balance is meant to be established with growth and evolution. Through these flames the lower auric bodies will eventually all hold these main attributes of love, wisdom, and will, and be a reflection of the divine rather than disconnected discordant consciousnesses that are submerged in lower density junk and negativity.

Now, what happens when two light bodies start the process of connecting and healing, parts of each light body that were before absent or damaged and preventing of source energy from entering the lower spiritual and auric bodies as well as the physical body, become open and available for healing. What this means is that when you soul merge with someone, they open up your heart to your soul and source consciousness, and allow that flame to burn brightly. This usually triggers an awakening, and is what feels like a huge amount of divine love entering you from the other person. So you call this person your twin flame because they share the same light body patterning which allows the same flame or energy of source consciousness to burn brightly within the heart chakras and start purifying the system, allowing the personality to become aware of its own higher consciousness.

It should be noted here however that as everyone shares the same source consciousness (being that it’s ‘source’, of all-that-is), any person who has that light body compatibility with you will be able to stream in the exact same universal consciousness in those areas of patterning that are exactly identical. So it’s not exclusive only to two persons. The merging can happen on different levels with different people, and this is what I want to get into next. Not every light body is fully compatible, sometimes they are only partially compatible, that is, not all the patterning is identical within them. This I will start to explain next.

Basic Connections

From my experience, there are only two basic kinds of soul-connections. These are the traditional soulmate and karmic connections. A karmic connection as everyone knows is someone whom you have interacted with in past lives, and thus the connection becomes one centered around cause and effect. When you are nice to them in one life, they will return to you in another life and be nice back. A karmic connection with enough time and interaction can be turned into a soulmate, that is, as the two souls become gradually similar through their continued interaction their light body patterns will begin to change to reflect each other. The light body doesn’t stay the same but instead morphs and expands as the individual evolves. Soulmates are those souls with which the light body has a large amount of compatibility with and which has either morphed over time through karmic interactions to reflect each other more perfectly, or which were already similar as a part of being part of the same original soul group.

As each soul is born they are not born separately. They are often born in groups, which are usually the groups of a larger planetary group. This is why the souls of a planet will often be at the same level of consciousness as each other, because they were created at the same time. However, being that source loves to express itself perfectly, it will split itself into many different reflections of itself. You can imagine this like colours of the rainbow, there will be seven main groups of souls within a planet, which have groups of their own and groups of their own too. So within the red spectrum there are seven main shades of red, which are also split into seven shades each, creating a huge compatibility within the light body at that level, being that the similarity between these closest souls is so uncanny. 

These souls are your birth-right family. Each one is a unique reflection of you, being that you are all so very similar and compatible on a light body level, almost identical in fact. If you think about the rainbow spectrum again, if you are the colour orange in your immediate soul-group, then the colour red and yellow are going to be either side of you, making them the closest souls in your group. There may or may not be an identical reflection of you (commonly called the original twin flame split soul), but that is not for the purposes of this post. Because what happens over time, is that as you grow, you become different, your light body patterning changes and you form new soul groups over time. This is also why more advanced souls will have more connections, and more developed at that. They have had a lot of time to explore these bonds and mature them.

Just like your human family, you may not eventually get on with all of your soul group, you will grow apart and migrate to different groups that are more a part of whom you are becoming. As this happens any original split soul twin flame will evolve into their own unique expression too, and eventually over a long period of time may have nothing in common anymore. And this is why karmic connections can become soulmates given enough time, as your light bodies become more similar through multiple shared life experiences. And what this really means is that whilst you may have originally come from one group and been perfectly identical to another soul, over time you may find yourself perfectly identical to a completely different soul or partially identical to other souls as you continually explore the bond and experience of merging and morphing your light bodies into that of similar or identical expressions together. In a nutshell, soulmates are not who you are, but who you want to become. And karmic connections can work towards this too.

The Spiral of Life

I want to touch a little on the spiral of life. I have mentioned this before and I will explore it again here. The spiral of life is an incredibly important concept, everything in life is essentially a spiral. The spiral comes from the Fibonacci sequence or the golden ratio which is a perfectly infinite number, and is the essential pattern of the universe which makes up everything. When you take the idea of spiritual development back to the basic underlying foundation of the spiral, you see that growth is not linear, but instead functions as a spiral. Through spiralling in our understanding we eventually come to realise our own wholeness… it feels like we have come full circle, but instead are back to where we started with a wider perception of our original starting point.

Now, imagine that anywhere you are on the spiral of development is your soul signature for that particular moment in time. The souls you attract to you for merging will have a similar signature, creating their own ‘soulmate spiral’ with you at the center. The closer ones will be more energetically compatible to you, whilst the ones further out on this soulmate spiral will be less compatible with you. The further out you get the more karmic these connections become. And as you grow and develop down your own spiral as a soul, these connections will spiral in and out, closer to or further away from you, becoming either more or less matched as you explore more of whom you really are as a soul and whom you really want to be.

In this way, soulmates are not part of a fixed larger multidimensional entity, but rather shift as your own soul and light body templating morphs over time. They are part of an ever changing continuum of close connections, with the closer soul-connections likely being fairly static over larger periods of time, and the farther out karmic connections shifting quite drastically in shorter periods of time. So rather than see soul-connections in terms of mathematical constants (we have one twin, ten near twins, 132 soulmates, ect), we can see them as moving variables dependent upon your own soul exploration. The spiral concept also allows for two souls to see each other differently, meaning, one soul in the connection could put the other soul as being quite close, whilst that other soul might feel like the connection is less intense, However, generally the two souls will think of each other quite similarly due to the shared history between them.

Types of Merging

Now, this gets us onto the different types of merging. At the center of your spiral is your own unique soul signature. The closer soulmates are to us, the more they match us energetically (due to the shared light body patterning as mentioned before). When they think, feel, and behave in largely the same ways due to the same auric templating, their own energy can be experienced through each other, allowing the shared experience of emotions, thoughts, and energy. There is nothing mystical about this, only that they are experiencing the same things through each other that they were always experiencing apart, only after the merging process as one larger being instead.

The closer soulmates are to you on this spiral, the more they can merge with you. Inversely the further apart they are from you the less compatible they are for merging. What this means is that souls further apart from you will only be able to complete a partial merging, whilst souls closer to you will be able to complete full mergings. A full merging is when the light body patternings are roughly 75% identical. A partial merge would be around 50% identical. These are not exact figures but rather a rough estimate which probably has some leeway and room for adjustment.  However, a partial merge is what many will call a ‘near twin’. You merge with them partially, and they often act as a catalyst for awakening and meeting a closer soulmate with whom full light body merging and remembrance can occur. 

On top of that, I need to add in that twin-flame connections are not just between soulmates, but between karmic connections too. These karmic connections will often provide themselves as a catalyst rather than a closer soulmate so as to spare you the agony of hurting a soulmate as you heal and go through the purging process. It is near impossible to lash out at a true soulmate and hurt them due to the incredible bond of love shared, so in physical incarnation they are not actually beneficial to spiritual growth and soul-remembrance. So instead a karmic connection will come along who is compatible with you on a light body level but whom you have rarely interacted with before. These are contracts made between karmic connections to help each other evolve and grow and can sometimes turn into soulmates of their own too as they become more permanently closer together on their respective soulmate spirals.

So to sum that up, you can have karmic partial merges and karmic full merges. Both a karmic and soulmate partial merge can be considered a near twin, so this is why there is such a mix up and confusion with definitions. People might think they’re talking about the same thing but they’re really not. My own near-twin was a soulmate, whilst my karmic twin was a full merge.

One Last Note on False Twins
I want to close with a couple of paragraphs on false twins. False twins are basically karmic twins, and ‘true twins’ are those closer soulmates whom you’ve at least partially merged with instead. A true twin will never intentionally hurt you as I mentioned previously, however a karmic twin can and often does hurt you as you go through the purging process and release from you everything that doesn’t serve you. This is why they are called false twins. They function as a mirror in the truest sense because they are more a reflection of whom you were and whom you don’t want to be any longer. So in order for the situation to resolve with them you have to come to full healing inside yourself which cuts the karma.

On top of this, karmic or false twins will not experience the merging process with you as you have with them. That is one sure way to tell it is a karmic twin rather than a true twin. They have come solely to heal you. They don’t need your light body patterning, but you need theirs. Think of it as, all the patterning that you are compatible with, yours is damaged, but theirs isn’t, so they can heal that. However they might be damaged in just about every other place but because you are not compatible at that level you won’t be able to heal them. This energetic connection is completely one-sided and once it’s served its purpose and has fully awakened you will disappear, allowing a true twin to come along for merging. Unfortunately though, many people hang onto these karmic twins, and these are the majority of people these days who are actually experiencing twin flame connections. 

When you hang onto a karmic twin past its time, then things start going south. Because they cannot offer you any healing anymore and they are not spiritually available for full union, and all the energy they gave you, they see it transforming you, unconsciously wanting it for themselves, not realising it actually came from them in the first place. So they start draining. If you are not careful and cut it off when it’s time you will end back up at square one, in an unhealthy and codependent relationship. You will be draining their energy wanting this divine love back (which was only source being allowed to enter you as your light body patterning was fixed), and they will be draining you wanting this source energy that you are now embodying to some extent. It becomes vampiric and ruins whatever progress you initially made.

Conclusion

I honestly don’t think I’ve ever written so much before, but this about sums up my entire personal experiences and soul knowledge as its been revealed to me so far. Having experienced a partial merge with a soulmate, a full merge with a karmic connection, and now a full merge with another close soulmate, I feel like I have come to full circle with my understanding of these types of connections. I will add that with the karmic full merge, it will only be temporary along with any attraction to the person because it is one sided and will never be sustained, so there are sustained and unsustained merges. A sustained partial merge will often happen with a near-twin who is a soulmate, whilst a full sustained merge is what will happen with a soulmate when both are fully whole and awakened within themselves. They will not be exactly 100% identical (because then they would cease to have the two separate expressions of form), but they will be close enough to be considered ‘true twin flames’, that is, the closest soulmate and energetic match you have incarnated in physical form and whom was really meant for you as your ‘one’, if you only allow it!

Thanks for reading 🙂

Part 2 Meeting my Other Half, more Solar Plexus Expansions, and 5D Collective Twin Energy

I’m going to lead on from my previous post, about my experiences lately with my other half and the realisations I’ve been coming to. Now something that was quite cool to me was that this new soul-connection of mine turned out to live in the same country(England). It felt like a miracle because before my connections had been all around the world, my previous two twin connections were/are in India and Philippines, making physical meeting more or less impossible for the most part. Although I wasn’t ready to meet my previous twin-connection anyway, I had a lot of issues to overcome first. Let me tell you, if you think these connections are intense over the net, then you have no idea what it’s like in real life!
Okay I might be over-exaggerating a little. Maybe it depends on the person. When we met my other half didn’t experience anything dramatic because he’s not as energetically sensitive as me (to be fair I would have a hard time finding someone who is more energetically sensitive than me), but after our meeting that’s when the energy got really intense for him. Sort of like it was waiting to pounce. But when we first met the first thing I noticed was just how easy it was to be around him, how calm and relaxed I felt. But then I noticed my energy started dissolving. I actually felt like I started dissolving, and couldn’t tell who I was anymore.

I could feel the edges of my aura expanding and stretching into what felt like infinity. And my solar plexus was hit the worst. It was about thirty minutes in, we were walking on the beach (thank goodness for that really) and I started breaking down in giggles, but the kind of painful giggles that turn into cries because you can’t breathe and you’re about to vomit and pass out. The energy became so strong I collapsed right then and there on the green, and the passing people were probably very worried. But then being flat on the ground allowed earth energy into me and I immediately felt stabilised, and we spent much of our time after that sitting on green patches of ground.

What I learned from our meeting, well one of the things anyway, is that I am severely ungrounded! It can’t be helped as I spend so much time in higher consciousness, but I realised part of our process of becoming balanced by the other was not just him opening up to higher consciousness, but me becoming more stabilised in the earth, and not so much floating in the clouds (even if to me it doesn’t feel like that, I feel perfectly stabilised in my own energy, not ungrounded at all, but compared to 3D reality I realised I’m very ungrounded and most of the time not really here at all. And really there’s nothing wrong with that as it’s my path to spend so much time in higher consciousness, but to go higher we do need to be ever grounded deeper). 

But when we were interacting, I realised for the first time how light I felt. I didn’t feel bogged down by my usual fears and worries that I didn’t even realise I was holding. The main thing for me is that I realised during that time I had no fear of being judged. None at all. And I was so much myself it was more like a meeting with me, the real me, than with him! And when he left (we live a couple of hundred miles away, not perfect but still better than thousands of miles away), I could feel such a change in my energy. At first I was confused because I felt so large, our merged aura went on for meters and meters, whilst my own aura is just over three meters now (more on that later), and then I felt my energy contract sharply and he did feel the same too. And then I missed more than anything that feeling of expansion, that feeling of me.

Now I know I need to work on releasing the rest of those feelings and holding that expansion and groundedness naturally without needing to be around him, that’s the point and that was the point of our meeting I feel, to stabilise our connection fully and to make us realise the depths of our souls more fully, who we are separately and who we are in each other. I took away a lot from that meeting, and had a huge solar plexus clearing a few hours after he left. It was the most awful thing but absolutely necessary. I now have hope for my solar plexus that it can be fully cleared out, but there is I feel still a long way left to go.

Now about the merged aura, that’s an interesting thing. I was writing beforehand about my monad integration, merger into the red ray, seventh initiation, and twelve chakric embodiment. I was writing about how I called him my twin ray because he was my monadic counterpart. These things haven’t changed, though my understanding of them has. I did complete a full twelve chakric embodiment which was possible from meeting him, the merge which has made my aura over three meters wide, and also changed the vibration of my seven main chakras. Me and my other half share a heart chakra now, and it was so strange when I checked out my heart chakra and where it used to be pink was purple instead, and three times as large. Same with my crown chakra which was magenta-red! That same red ray which I’d been working on integrating as part of the monadic and logoic mergers into the sixth and seventh initation.

So what’s happened is, I think, the purple crown chakra has descended into our heart, and the red 12th chakra has descended into our crown. Creating a fully embodied monadic expression in two bodies as one. Now this is where I want to change directions a little with the post. Because he is essentially my ‘other half’ right now, and maybe he was always my other half, I don’t know. I don’t know how these things really work(though I can speculate). But something I have realised is that what we have done is not unique to only one person who we like to call a ‘twin-flame’. This is my third experience of ‘twin energy’ within a person, within meeting a soul-connection. How can it be unique?

In actual fact, this ‘energy’ seems to be our own signature, our own love expressed through another person. Basically all soul-connections have the ability to experience this kind of unity, but are limited through their own lower awareness. Love is the language of the universe, all is love, love is all. We are all Love at the core of our being, and when we share that love with each other we experience ourselves as one… that is twin energy, it’s the recognition of your own divinity in someone you share a higher fifth or sixth dimensional connection with. Whilst third dimensional love is karmic and unpleasant, fourth dimensional love is between ‘soulmates’, this fifth dimensional love we attribute to only one person is also between ‘soul-mates’, just a level up! And as you keep becoming more and more of who you truly are, you experience deeper and deeper connections with those you love.

Never again will I say to myself “this is the end, there is no love after the twin flame experience” how preposterous! Twin flame energy is the love of the fifth dimension, as long as you are vibrating at that frequency you WILL attract someone to share that with. You will experience soul-sharing, there is no distinction between love, love on the 3D plane is seen as something unreachable… why do we want these perceptions in our twin flame experiences? Love is right here right now, we only have to realise it. Love can be shared consciously between everyone and anyone you want, and the more people who are aware the more we can turn this into a collective experience, where love isn’t hoarded or attributed to only one person, but seen for the unity it really is, the interconnectedness of God in us all, the beautiful experience of becoming one in two or one in three or one in five or one in millions… how amazing does that kind of love sound! Amplified like that between so many! And yet we push it away, due to our own limitations, due to our desire to own or feel like love is owned by a specific person… when it belongs to no one, it is all of ours. 

This is what you call shedding the ego folks, the ego likes to think “wow I have another half to my soul finally I can be complete”… it’s not like that at all. Soul-merging comes about only because you’re ready to know your own soul, and through that become aware of the whole new wide world of soul-merging, energy sharing, love-making, ect. You become greater than yourself, you allow love to flow through you, and just be, experiencing yourself as one, many, and all….

So, I may or may not have another literal half, but I am experiencing myself now as larger than two as one, three in one really when you think about it, me, my other half, and source. And it’s a beautiful experience. But I will never limit it or myself and say this is ‘it’, there is always greater, always more. And I believe and know that, and I am ready now to experience being more than myself, I am ready to enter the wide world of loving on all levels, to transcend fully the personal and yet, make it a truly personal experience within the third dimensional world. Bringing the fifth and sixth dimensions to earth, becoming a collective and unity consciousness gradually, step by step. I can see the new world will be beautiful, but we have to allow it and stop trying to claim something that was never ours to begin with. Just allow yourself to experience and move onto bigger and better things, more loving and joyful things, without getting hung up on the past and regrets….

Anything is possible when you are receptive!

Namaste.