Identifying True Indigo Children and My Transition to Crystalline Energy

There has been a lot of controversy on the whole subject of Indigo, Crystal, and Rainbow children. To many people it appears to be some kind of identity crisis which young kids are going through, using the labels to justify their character quirks, or even mental disorders such as ADHD and Autism. To add to that most of the spiritual community are saying that every child born these days has Indigo energy if not Crystal energy, making the true meaning of these things totally lost (like most things which are warped by human perception). From what I have experienced myself though, these different types of energies including the rare so-called Rainbow children are really the vibrational frequencies belonging to particular realms or dimensions. So what I mean by this is that Indigo energy is basically fifth dimensional, whilst Crystalline is sixth dimensional. Rainbow energy is going to be eighth or ninth dimensional, something I feel I will have access to in my own life but does that mean I am a rainbow child? This is the thing I want to discuss and this is where I feel it gets confusing for people…
The dimensional level you are spiritually available to opening up to in your life is really dependent upon your growth and evolution or expansion as a soul. So what this means is that over all your lives as a soul, if you developed fifth dimensional consciousness you could be readily considered an Indigo Child/Adult. But if you are completely unawakened to fifth dimensional consciousness in your life then you can’t be embodying Indigo energy, you haven’t integrated it yet. It’s outside your body as its own self-aware aspect of consciousness somewhere in the fifth dimension having a ball without you. Which means you can really only be considered an Indigo if you have at least integrated some fifth dimensional frequencies into you. And this is likely why the spiritual community are saying Indigos are being born every minute as the planetary shift into the fifth dimension is being carried out. But the thing is, there are actually not very many people living in full fifth dimensional and Indigo energy at all. True Indigos are incredibly rare. Everyone else is either not developed enough as a soul to realise the fifth dimension and are only just starting to open up to it now, or they have not yet awakened to their true fifth dimensional nature and allowed that Indigo energy into them.

Most Indigos then are only partially embodied into the fifth dimension, that is where their evolution is as a soul, they are still making that full transition. But this leads me onto another subject, what if the evolution of the soul is naturally higher than fifth dimensional Indigo energy? It will give the illusion that the individual is an Indigo as they pass through that stage in order to remember their true frequency. This is what happened to me, I believe. I passed through the Indigo stage and identified as Indigo and then one day woke up and realised “hang on, I’m not an Indigo anymore”… so what happened? What happened is that I made that transition from the fifth dimension to the sixth dimension. Does this mean I was always a Crystal? Yes, and yet again, no because I had to remember myself as an Indigo first as I passed through the fifth dimension and integrated those attributes and qualities into me. So people who are saying every child born these days is a Crystal child, they may very well be naturally sixth dimensional but is that level of consciousness integrated and embodied into them especially as they grow into an adult and take on the faulty programmings of the world? If not then they can’t truly be called a Crystal child until they remember fully and become consciously aware of their sixth dimensional Crystalline light bodies.


So what about Rainbow children? I haven’t read much on these but it seems they are incredibly rare and that makes sense, I doubt there are very many eighth or ninth dimensional people walking around on this planet. But the planet is increasingly able to support this frequency and so more souls and going to open up to it over time if that is their natural frequency. See there are souls that are so high vibrational naturally that they decide to incarnate to both challenge themselves and to help the shift. They incarnate as an Indigo, opening up to that consciousness very easily now that it is more embodied on earth, make the transition to Crystalline energies to support the raising of the planetary light quotient from the side lines, and in the future transition again to the Rainbow energies as a fully incarnate Avatar in human form. These are really exciting times we’re living in. Earth is so rare and yet perfect in that it can support so many differing frequencies at once, from those who are still caught in the third dimension to those who have the potential to open up to the ninth dimension.

And I could well be one of those people, I could be naturally a Rainbow. I had always felt Rainbow energies in me as well as Crystal and Indigo. But does that mean I’m actually a true Rainbow right now? No, right now I’m Crystal, remembering my sixth dimensional nature. I couldn’t even imagine being so high vibrational right now to be Rainbow, my mind just can’t physically comprehend it, even though my intuition tells me “yes, you have that potential”… I had always felt that soul remembrance of seventh to ninth dimensional energies, but I am not interested in rushing anyway. Dimensions are not hierarchal to me where one is ‘better’ than the other, but rather they are just indications of your light quotient. If I can put it this way… I don’t see it as a ladder climbing upwards, but rather an ocean expanding outwards. Each dimension integrated is like another thousand square miles of water or light and love embodied into your spirit- that’s it. Of course the more energy you can hold the more opportunities you have with which to positively utilise it. So you gain more spiritual power but maturity too.

I enjoyed my time identifying as an Indigo, but now I can see where I have always been an unrealised Crystal, and one day I may look back and see where I was always an unrealised Rainbow too. But for now I am enjoying exploring my Crystal nature, which feels more my true self than Indigo ever did. I had a lot of anger and desire to change the world but those things have passed away now as I just be the love that I am and dwell in the joy and bliss of my truer nature and feel the magical beauty of life and co-creative manifestation. Through that I uplift everyone around me without needing to lift a finger, because the light shines naturally on its own. And to me that is the defining characteristic of a Crystal compared to an Indigo. Whereas an Indigo wants to rush out and make reforms, a Crystal just sits by quietly enjoying life, effortlessly radiating out bliss and creating huge waves that ripple throughout the planetary consciousness. Whilst Indigos rush out towards life as warm-hearted power-blazers and activists, Crystals let life morph around them peacefully and lovingly, blending wisdom and will knowingly.

And who knows about Rainbows! I’ll write about it later when I realise it for myself 😉 Namaste. 🙂

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Some Hilarious Quirks of Being in a Twin Flame Union and Other Lovely Dovely Musings

I want to change the direction of my blog a bit, though perhaps this was coming for a while now. I changed my blog url recently from ‘the shores of amaranth’ to ‘sacred union’s expression’ because I felt that I wanted to really make mine and my Dan’s union more of a focus and maybe in the process inspire other twin flame couples in their own journey, or just to give them a laugh such as what I intend to do in this post! I have to say I was inspired to take this change in direction by someone I used to nickname my ‘frenemy’, I shall mention no names but their passion for their [likely karmic] twin although I found off-putting myself (I really couldn’t put that emotional investment into someone who wouldn’t want me back), also seemed to bring out my own desire to invest that expression into and for the right person, to share with the world just how much I love my true twin flame, how much he loves me and how much love we share between us as a larger unit.
 
It is strange for me to be so emotionally open about the love I share for a man. I am not used to it as there was always a shame for me associated with being with men- my step dad was really an ass so I learned to associate male energy with something that should always stay hidden and in the shadows. That negativity is what I had carried around all my life and it took me a while to become more open like this about our union and to be so externally expressive to everyone else how much I love and adore him and appreciate him in my life. So in a sense this change of direction for me is also like a lesson and an exercise in opening up my throat chakra- learning that there is nothing wrong with that expression and that people do actually enjoy reading these things and watching others in love. I have not been one of those people myself but I think I am the type of person to enjoy what others enjoy… If I can give others joy then I experience their joy as my own. So I feel writing more about how much I revere my true twin flame here will bring others joy which in turn will amplify my own too. And ultimately I am just following my heart and going with what I feel- I just want to lavish him with my creative expression because to me he deserves it more than anyone else in the world.
So this brings me back to the beginning title of this blog post(now that I already covered the ending other lovely dovely musings at the beginning instead): Some hilarious quirks of being in a twin flame union. Do you know you can feel everything they can? And visa versa (true twin flames are of course mutually spiritually aware together). I used to think this was nonsense. The very idea didn’t make any sense to me and just seemed like some idealised crap people spewed out “oh I can feel his emotions how romantic”. And yet now I am actually living it and it’s not the weirdest thing at all- in fact it’s just totally natural. I can feel him breathing if I relax, at times our breathing goes in sync or I can just nudge it that way. Just recently I said that I felt like I had a cold and related it to energy and blockages in that area for both of us… he actually said he had a cold he couldn’t shake, well I never! Then there is menstruation… oh yes how glorious, a man on their period (or yours rather) is really the most adorable thing ever… that monthly moodiness of his is something I absolutely cherish. 😀

Oh the energy!
There are other things too:
Me: My left arm feels so strange and heavy right now
Him: I’m leaning on it, I can’t believe you can feel that!

Or:
Me: I just ate an orange and my entire mouth is tingling intensely
Him: It’s disconcerting our bond means I can actually feel this

Male menstruation 😉
And:
Me: I’m eating scones right now with clotted cream and jam
Him: You are making me want one now!
Me: See if you can taste it through me
*experiences myself as him tasting my scone* 
Him: …..Now I just want one even more! 😀
Angry PMSer :p
There are plenty of hilarious moments we have like these. When he’s out walking I come over all dizzy from the grounding energy and just want to fall to the floor, when he’s laughing I start spontaneously laughing too, when he’s feeling any emotion I feel that as well. Often times the difference between us is not easily noticeable. We just seem to share almost everything on an energetic level. When he is physically injured I feel that too- once he was playing football and I felt an almighty pain hit my left shin, he said he got studded there, or the time he fractured his right thumb and my entire right hand was stiff for a couple of days as a result from the swelling. 

Shared contractions?
The thing is this sharing feels so natural that when I talk about him to family I almost accidentally bring them up “oh Dan’s got a headache and I can feel it”… but then have to bring myself back to ‘reality’ because of how ridiculous that would actually sound. A hilarious thing to me is how everyone talks about ‘two becoming one’ through marriage and yet when it comes down to it no one really knows what that means so if I were to actually say that we became married in spirit through the process of us two becoming one and now can feel everything each other feels- people would definitely look at me as if I were cray cray.

But here on the internet some do get it and so I thought I’d share these hilarious excerpts and snapshots I’ve taken of some of our texts giving insight into this amazing yet at times highly amusing part of our bond (my personal favourite is him saying he’d jab himself with a fork to get back at me for massaging his crown, makes me laugh everytime reading that!)

One day though these unions will be the norm and everyone will know experientially there really is nothing as wonderful as being in a full union with the one you truly love- when coupled with the right spiritual maturity it just becomes the easiest and most joyful thing ever to experience, there is no drama and there is no pain- there’s just the profound experience… it’s real love because it’s full acceptance but also adoration of the beauty of their creation, of their human nature and essence. The beauty of their pains you feel as your own, the beauty of sharing your own with them and it’s truly a blessing to be living in this higher dimensional unity in such a dense place but yet also bringing this template here to earth as a futuristic example for divine love. It is in a sense a merging too of the dimensions… in the higher dimensions you only feel positive emotions and unity, in the lower dimensions there is only negative emotions and no unity. This planet is rare in its duality because it allows just the right balance of both, and when mastered just becomes something you can really have fun with! 😀

Taking my Leave from SpiritualForums.com

I’ve been a long time user of spiritualforums.com and make reference here to it often especially as I have a yourspace blog there that I tend to update more regularly for any members there who are interested. It has tended to be more a diary/journal for me than a blog but lately I think I’m making the shift back to here at least in part. I’ve lost a lot of my desire to spend time on there and have more or less completely stopped using the twin flame subforum, as well as the other subforums, I think I was feeling this for the entire past half year but it wasn’t right to leave then as it seems the only reason I was on it or rather the main purpose was to meet my other half on there. Though I did learn a lot in my time there and really appreciate all the peeps who helped contribute towards my growth (especially the ones who irritated me because it gave me the chance to take a good look at myself and my wounds which needed healing still)… I don’t feel I have anything more to learn or contribute anymore.
 
They say that when you come into full union with a true twin flame you’ve completed all your lessons and there’s nothing more for you to do. I can understand that actually. At first I rejected that idea as we’re all human and we’re always exploring and learning new things, but in essence now I get what it’s saying… when you come into full sustained union you have completely embodied love and living in that reality… there’s nothing left to learn in the sense of ‘how to love’… but there is always further to expand and of course continue to clear out in the emotional body. I would call that karma, but karma as a traditional concept is not something I believe in, per se. I prefer Mel’s interpretation of it which is how I’ve always seen it… when you act something out it creates an emotional imprint and those negative emotional imprints are what we have to clear out to be fully clear. I’m not at that stage yet and you’d probably be hard pressed to find a human who is, enlightened or not, but we can get close to that stage anyway and to an acceptable level of inner wholeness and self-realisation.

So, I will say I am far from being perfect! But I am at a stage I think where I’m a living, walking, breathing expression of divine love and that is how I have got to the point of full union which really is heaven in a sense, there is no struggling, no fighting, no resistance, and no shadow-self to fall back into. There’s just peace and contentedness, and happiness. And part of leaving spiritualforums for me is pursuing that positive energy and going with that flow. The forums I think are, I don’t want to say “full of negative energy” because it’s not true when looking at the larger picture, but I think I’m at that stage now where I don’t need them anymore. They are not relevant to my growth. I have all the answers inside myself I could possibly need. And I always knew that anyway but I think I just wanted that spiritual companionship too which I would visit for. But it’s unnecessary now because my other half is really the only companionship I need. He understands me fully, we are compatible in every way- there is that mental connection which allows me to continue to build up those realisations in our own reflection. 

So in that sense there’s nothing for me to contribute anymore, I don’t feel the mental connection between me and the forums anymore, I think. It’s not the same.. And I don’t think there is much for people to learn from me anymore…. I feel too far removed from people’s realities there. I have been on a huge journey, I have been through all the stages and whilst you’d think someone who has been through all the stages would have the most to contribute for others going through that similar journey, I think it’s more like- people have to learn themselves and there’s nothing I can say that will help really as they are at their own place and will have to make all the mistakes that we all make on these journeys. What I mean is that people can’t jump steps, and they also often can’t see past what’s right in front of them, so that means me and my advice is effectively invisible until they get to that same place of full acceptance inside themselves and then maybe union with a true twin flame rather than the karmic ones everyone is moping over (been there done that….).

So maybe it’s true what they say, those who are truly in union are living it, in their happiness, rather than unnecessarily debating and arguing points on the forum and trying to convince others about their truth (which doesn’t need defending as just like love, truth can speak for itself). Also though, there’s just that feeling of needing to move on. The energy is taking me in a different direction. There is something new coming for me, something more interesting and fun and productive for both me and everyone else. Something far more effective than going on spiritualforums. I have done a lot of good there I think but there is just the sense of hitting a brick wall when I think of visiting now- I can’t do it. If I continued I would be resisting my true self, it’s not there anymore, it’s taking me elsewhere. Where exactly I can’t say or see, I can just feel something great coming and I have to make space for it. I have to let go of my old life, of the old me, and embrace the new, embrace the higher vibration which is more fully in alignment with who I really am.

I want to say to anyone who is reading this from there- I am extremely grateful for all the time I’ve spent on there with you all but now I think the time is for me to move on. I may visit from time to time, probably continue with my diary/journal entries at least for the time being but I may just end up deactivating completely at some point- I don’t want the distraction anymore. And instead I’ll likely just continue updating here a little more often instead(and writing how much I love my other half since I’ve been feeling inspired to share that for anyone who comes across this!). I have wrapped up yet another stage of my life, and the past year and a half has been very enlightening for me as much as it has been trying, but it’s time to move onto the next happier chapter now! It’s a new day a new dawn a new life for me and I’m feeling good! 

A Different Approach to Twin-Flames, A Full Analysis

Introduction

Prepare yourself for a long post! My last blog post was a while ago now, I was writing about how I’d merged with my other half, what some may know as a twin-flame. Since then I’d come to many new realisations about how this twin-flame business works and wanted to lay out a new understanding for which people can refer to to gain a wider understanding. I haven’t yet got all the puzzle pieces sorted out but this is going to be a comprehensive guide which combines many different twin flame theories and allows them to work as a harmonious whole. I’ve been searching for the greater truth of these connections now for a long time and am finally feeling like it’s all coming together. After experiencing three different twin-flame connections myself and since having the healing session in January that was blocking me off partially to higher consciousness, new intuitive information has come in as well as my own logic that allows me to see the larger picture of the entire thing. Take this guide as you will, but for me it’s the only thing that has ever successfully explained what these twin-flame connections actually are and how they work.
 
In the past I have been an adamant defender against the split soul theory, but as time has gone on I have come to understand it in its wider context, how it is true in one sense, but how in another it is limiting when we only approach it from the one angle and fail to see it from the larger multidimensional perspective. To fully understand this though requires that we go back to basics and fully explore and uncover everything that makes twin connections exactly what they are, starting first with the exploration of what a soul actually is and its workings thereof.

Levels of Attraction

First I will start with something simple. In each human being there are four main levels of attraction. These are: physical, emotional, mental, and spiritual. On the physical level, physical attraction is very important. We love a person because of their looks. On the emotional level we love them for the emotional comfort/security they provide us and also the romantic and sexual desire we experience with them. On the mental level we love a person for their intellectual capabilities, and their similar way of processing and making logical sense of their reality. And on the spiritual level we love a person for the love and wisdom that they hold in accordance to our own.

When it comes to attraction, we need all four of these aspects to be switched on otherwise we will be less than satisfied. Many people enter into a relationship solely for the physical looks, or for the romance and sex, less people enter a relationship for the intellectual stimulation or for the spiritual love and wisdom they hold. The reason for this is that many people are not fully mentally or spiritually developed, so they are only content with two of those four aspects being fulfilled. Or they think they are content, but really they feel a huge sense of lacking when they are with a partner who doesn’t provide them with that full connection. This inner void is what their partner is highlighting to them- the fact they are not whole, and the fact they cannot share their entire being with someone.

In order to feel satisfied in a relationship you first need to be fully functioning in yourself, so that you can then connect with someone on a similar level. So as we grow and evolve spiritually, the type of partners we attract to us change too. They become less primitive and more advanced.

The Nature of the Soul

Now of course, these four aspects are corresponding to the four main levels of the auric and chakric energetic system each of us are as spiritual beings. In many people only the first and second auric layers and chakras are fully active and awake, which respectively correspond to the root and sacral chakras. In a lot of people the mental layer is partially developed, the solar plexus chakra, and in only a minority of the population is the spiritual layer partially developed. The spiritual layer for basic intents and purposes consists of the heart chakra, throat chakra, third eye and crown chakras as one larger layer. When a person is partially developed on the spiritual level, their heart chakra and corresponding causal body will be developed along with their throat chakra and the corresponding etheric template which allows them to express love, but their consciousness will not have developed the higher monadic spiritual awareness of the third eye and crown chakras which allows them to simply ‘be’ pure consciousness.

So to recap, there are four main auric bodies, with the last auric body being split into lower spiritual awareness of the heart and throat chakras and higher spiritual awareness of the third eye and crown chakras. Each main body has its own patterning and templating which includes information of its state, its past life experiences (future lives too in case of the higher bodies), and it’s spiritual evolution. When you meet someone you are attracted to, chances are they are going to share that similar patterning in at least two of the main auric bodies that you do. What happens during this process is that the auric bodies see that something is similar and hence compatible, and hence the process of sharing energies begins, which triggers the connection.

The soul itself belongs to the spiritual body, as it is a spiritual essence. This means as most people are not in touch with their spiritual bodies, neither are they fully in touch with their soul. They do not know who they truly are. The soul itself can be said to be a ball of energy, extending from the energetic sea of the universe and source consciousness. There is no separation between the individual soul and anything else, being that the same web of energy connects it and everything else together- however its expression is unique, and so you could imagine this like a bubble in tub of water, it is all water and it is all of the same essence, but the bubble extends from it as an individualised point of consciousness. The bubble being its own unique expression has its own signature, or if you like ‘fingerprinting’ which identifies it as itself, and no other soul.

But just as the soul is an extension of universal source energy, so too are the different aspects and auric/chakric layers of the human being an extension of individualised soul consciousness. In a spiritually advanced person, the soul governs all the bodies as a unified energy field, its parts working as one in what can be referred to as the light body. The light body is the higher spiritual auric and soul layer that becomes integrated as a part of the entire being, reabsorbing into itself all its parts. This doesn’t mean that the physical, emotional, or mental layers disappear, rather that they work directed under the spiritual and soul layers, functioning in harmony as a reflection of the light body rather than being disconnected from each other and fighting for dominance of the physical vessel.

Light body Compatibility

As previously mentioned, the patterning in the auric bodies is what allows for attraction. When there is a similarity in patterns there is a compatibility, and depending upon where the compatibility is, is where you will find the type of connection. There is emotional compatibility, mental compatibility, and spiritual body compatibility. As the spiritual body can be separated into two distinct parts, there is also lower spiritual compatibility, and higher spiritual or light body level compatibility. Light body level compatibility is what allows for the soul-merging between twin-flames, lower spiritual level compatibility is what allows for the strong sense of energetic attraction between other awakened soul-connections, and mental level compatibility is what also allows for compatibility for soul-connections who are not yet fully spiritually awake. Emotional and physical body compatibility only is the hallmark of your average 3D karmic connection, but more about karmic connections later.

What I want to focus on is the light body level compatibility as it pertains here to twin flames. The unique signature of each soul is identified through its light body patterning. Being that the light body is the higher level of the soul which connects us to soul consciousness, when two light bodies are compatible, that is, when they share similar soul signatures, they are able to start the process of soul-blending. This process starts first with the recognition of similar templates or light body patterns and consequently all other chakric and auric layers, which then moves onto the overlaying, and finally the merging and healing outcome of the merging. Overlaying is what happens when two light bodies literally overlay each other, after realising how similar they are on a templating level, and rather than staying two separate consciousnesses, then merge to become one instead. This, on a basic level, is like realising you have a triangle, and they have a triangle which is the exact same shape and size and colour, putting them together side by side, then melding them into one larger triangle of the same shape, colour and proportions. The only thing that changes is the size. This is why soul-merging radiates so much love, because as your light body becomes twice as large, your entire energetic being becomes twice as large too.

Now, imagine you have a triangle and they have the exact same triangle, but their triangle is in a bad state instead. Perhaps it’s damaged- many people’s auric layers are damaged or just simply missing as their spiritual bodies disconnect from their being and go wandering in other realms to escape the harshness of this 3D world. When one person has their light body even partially embodied, this means when they meet another person with a compatible light body, that light body will return from the energetic pull so the merging can take affect. Any damaged parts of a light body, when overlayed with a patterning that is not damaged, becomes healed. So the damaged triangle becomes whole again as it takes on the attributes of the undamaged one. What this means though, that as a light body becomes healed and embodied within the physical vessel, all the other auric bodies that are effectively an extension of it become affected too. So any issues you have on the emotional and mental layers are going to experience a rush of new energy from the light patterning which itself is an extension of source energy… and be erased, and replaced with the new templating. However if the emotional and mental bodies are resistance to this process (and they usually are), they will experience severe pain as this happens.

Twin Energy & the Threefold Flame

Twin flame energy is something I have mentioned before. Twin flame energy is basically source energy that is ignited with the heart chakra as unconditional love once the soul starts integrating itself into the physical body and remembers itself. This energy, is known as the threefold flame. The threefold flame carries the attributes of higher soul or monadic consciousness and burns brightly once activated or ‘awakened’ within the heart chakra. The heart chakra is the connection between the lower personality and the higher self and as such purifies the lower auric bodies as it’s ignited through the reconnection or healing of the light body.

The threefold flame gets its name from the three main attributes it embodies in itself as higher soul or monadic/divine consciousness. The first flame or attribute is blue and is the flame of divine will which allows creative manifestation. The second flame is yellow and the flame of divine wisdom and knowledge, and the third flame is pink and the flame of divine love. These flames correspond to the three main monadic rays, one of which our own monadic consciousness will be an extension of. My own monadic ray is that of wisdom, which means the yellow flame will burn more brightly than the other two within my heart chakra. However all three will be active and a good balance is meant to be established with growth and evolution. Through these flames the lower auric bodies will eventually all hold these main attributes of love, wisdom, and will, and be a reflection of the divine rather than disconnected discordant consciousnesses that are submerged in lower density junk and negativity.

Now, what happens when two light bodies start the process of connecting and healing, parts of each light body that were before absent or damaged and preventing of source energy from entering the lower spiritual and auric bodies as well as the physical body, become open and available for healing. What this means is that when you soul merge with someone, they open up your heart to your soul and source consciousness, and allow that flame to burn brightly. This usually triggers an awakening, and is what feels like a huge amount of divine love entering you from the other person. So you call this person your twin flame because they share the same light body patterning which allows the same flame or energy of source consciousness to burn brightly within the heart chakras and start purifying the system, allowing the personality to become aware of its own higher consciousness.

It should be noted here however that as everyone shares the same source consciousness (being that it’s ‘source’, of all-that-is), any person who has that light body compatibility with you will be able to stream in the exact same universal consciousness in those areas of patterning that are exactly identical. So it’s not exclusive only to two persons. The merging can happen on different levels with different people, and this is what I want to get into next. Not every light body is fully compatible, sometimes they are only partially compatible, that is, not all the patterning is identical within them. This I will start to explain next.

Basic Connections

From my experience, there are only two basic kinds of soul-connections. These are the traditional soulmate and karmic connections. A karmic connection as everyone knows is someone whom you have interacted with in past lives, and thus the connection becomes one centered around cause and effect. When you are nice to them in one life, they will return to you in another life and be nice back. A karmic connection with enough time and interaction can be turned into a soulmate, that is, as the two souls become gradually similar through their continued interaction their light body patterns will begin to change to reflect each other. The light body doesn’t stay the same but instead morphs and expands as the individual evolves. Soulmates are those souls with which the light body has a large amount of compatibility with and which has either morphed over time through karmic interactions to reflect each other more perfectly, or which were already similar as a part of being part of the same original soul group.

As each soul is born they are not born separately. They are often born in groups, which are usually the groups of a larger planetary group. This is why the souls of a planet will often be at the same level of consciousness as each other, because they were created at the same time. However, being that source loves to express itself perfectly, it will split itself into many different reflections of itself. You can imagine this like colours of the rainbow, there will be seven main groups of souls within a planet, which have groups of their own and groups of their own too. So within the red spectrum there are seven main shades of red, which are also split into seven shades each, creating a huge compatibility within the light body at that level, being that the similarity between these closest souls is so uncanny. 

These souls are your birth-right family. Each one is a unique reflection of you, being that you are all so very similar and compatible on a light body level, almost identical in fact. If you think about the rainbow spectrum again, if you are the colour orange in your immediate soul-group, then the colour red and yellow are going to be either side of you, making them the closest souls in your group. There may or may not be an identical reflection of you (commonly called the original twin flame split soul), but that is not for the purposes of this post. Because what happens over time, is that as you grow, you become different, your light body patterning changes and you form new soul groups over time. This is also why more advanced souls will have more connections, and more developed at that. They have had a lot of time to explore these bonds and mature them.

Just like your human family, you may not eventually get on with all of your soul group, you will grow apart and migrate to different groups that are more a part of whom you are becoming. As this happens any original split soul twin flame will evolve into their own unique expression too, and eventually over a long period of time may have nothing in common anymore. And this is why karmic connections can become soulmates given enough time, as your light bodies become more similar through multiple shared life experiences. And what this really means is that whilst you may have originally come from one group and been perfectly identical to another soul, over time you may find yourself perfectly identical to a completely different soul or partially identical to other souls as you continually explore the bond and experience of merging and morphing your light bodies into that of similar or identical expressions together. In a nutshell, soulmates are not who you are, but who you want to become. And karmic connections can work towards this too.

The Spiral of Life

I want to touch a little on the spiral of life. I have mentioned this before and I will explore it again here. The spiral of life is an incredibly important concept, everything in life is essentially a spiral. The spiral comes from the Fibonacci sequence or the golden ratio which is a perfectly infinite number, and is the essential pattern of the universe which makes up everything. When you take the idea of spiritual development back to the basic underlying foundation of the spiral, you see that growth is not linear, but instead functions as a spiral. Through spiralling in our understanding we eventually come to realise our own wholeness… it feels like we have come full circle, but instead are back to where we started with a wider perception of our original starting point.

Now, imagine that anywhere you are on the spiral of development is your soul signature for that particular moment in time. The souls you attract to you for merging will have a similar signature, creating their own ‘soulmate spiral’ with you at the center. The closer ones will be more energetically compatible to you, whilst the ones further out on this soulmate spiral will be less compatible with you. The further out you get the more karmic these connections become. And as you grow and develop down your own spiral as a soul, these connections will spiral in and out, closer to or further away from you, becoming either more or less matched as you explore more of whom you really are as a soul and whom you really want to be.

In this way, soulmates are not part of a fixed larger multidimensional entity, but rather shift as your own soul and light body templating morphs over time. They are part of an ever changing continuum of close connections, with the closer soul-connections likely being fairly static over larger periods of time, and the farther out karmic connections shifting quite drastically in shorter periods of time. So rather than see soul-connections in terms of mathematical constants (we have one twin, ten near twins, 132 soulmates, ect), we can see them as moving variables dependent upon your own soul exploration. The spiral concept also allows for two souls to see each other differently, meaning, one soul in the connection could put the other soul as being quite close, whilst that other soul might feel like the connection is less intense, However, generally the two souls will think of each other quite similarly due to the shared history between them.

Types of Merging

Now, this gets us onto the different types of merging. At the center of your spiral is your own unique soul signature. The closer soulmates are to us, the more they match us energetically (due to the shared light body patterning as mentioned before). When they think, feel, and behave in largely the same ways due to the same auric templating, their own energy can be experienced through each other, allowing the shared experience of emotions, thoughts, and energy. There is nothing mystical about this, only that they are experiencing the same things through each other that they were always experiencing apart, only after the merging process as one larger being instead.

The closer soulmates are to you on this spiral, the more they can merge with you. Inversely the further apart they are from you the less compatible they are for merging. What this means is that souls further apart from you will only be able to complete a partial merging, whilst souls closer to you will be able to complete full mergings. A full merging is when the light body patternings are roughly 75% identical. A partial merge would be around 50% identical. These are not exact figures but rather a rough estimate which probably has some leeway and room for adjustment.  However, a partial merge is what many will call a ‘near twin’. You merge with them partially, and they often act as a catalyst for awakening and meeting a closer soulmate with whom full light body merging and remembrance can occur. 

On top of that, I need to add in that twin-flame connections are not just between soulmates, but between karmic connections too. These karmic connections will often provide themselves as a catalyst rather than a closer soulmate so as to spare you the agony of hurting a soulmate as you heal and go through the purging process. It is near impossible to lash out at a true soulmate and hurt them due to the incredible bond of love shared, so in physical incarnation they are not actually beneficial to spiritual growth and soul-remembrance. So instead a karmic connection will come along who is compatible with you on a light body level but whom you have rarely interacted with before. These are contracts made between karmic connections to help each other evolve and grow and can sometimes turn into soulmates of their own too as they become more permanently closer together on their respective soulmate spirals.

So to sum that up, you can have karmic partial merges and karmic full merges. Both a karmic and soulmate partial merge can be considered a near twin, so this is why there is such a mix up and confusion with definitions. People might think they’re talking about the same thing but they’re really not. My own near-twin was a soulmate, whilst my karmic twin was a full merge.

One Last Note on False Twins
I want to close with a couple of paragraphs on false twins. False twins are basically karmic twins, and ‘true twins’ are those closer soulmates whom you’ve at least partially merged with instead. A true twin will never intentionally hurt you as I mentioned previously, however a karmic twin can and often does hurt you as you go through the purging process and release from you everything that doesn’t serve you. This is why they are called false twins. They function as a mirror in the truest sense because they are more a reflection of whom you were and whom you don’t want to be any longer. So in order for the situation to resolve with them you have to come to full healing inside yourself which cuts the karma.

On top of this, karmic or false twins will not experience the merging process with you as you have with them. That is one sure way to tell it is a karmic twin rather than a true twin. They have come solely to heal you. They don’t need your light body patterning, but you need theirs. Think of it as, all the patterning that you are compatible with, yours is damaged, but theirs isn’t, so they can heal that. However they might be damaged in just about every other place but because you are not compatible at that level you won’t be able to heal them. This energetic connection is completely one-sided and once it’s served its purpose and has fully awakened you will disappear, allowing a true twin to come along for merging. Unfortunately though, many people hang onto these karmic twins, and these are the majority of people these days who are actually experiencing twin flame connections. 

When you hang onto a karmic twin past its time, then things start going south. Because they cannot offer you any healing anymore and they are not spiritually available for full union, and all the energy they gave you, they see it transforming you, unconsciously wanting it for themselves, not realising it actually came from them in the first place. So they start draining. If you are not careful and cut it off when it’s time you will end back up at square one, in an unhealthy and codependent relationship. You will be draining their energy wanting this divine love back (which was only source being allowed to enter you as your light body patterning was fixed), and they will be draining you wanting this source energy that you are now embodying to some extent. It becomes vampiric and ruins whatever progress you initially made.

Conclusion

I honestly don’t think I’ve ever written so much before, but this about sums up my entire personal experiences and soul knowledge as its been revealed to me so far. Having experienced a partial merge with a soulmate, a full merge with a karmic connection, and now a full merge with another close soulmate, I feel like I have come to full circle with my understanding of these types of connections. I will add that with the karmic full merge, it will only be temporary along with any attraction to the person because it is one sided and will never be sustained, so there are sustained and unsustained merges. A sustained partial merge will often happen with a near-twin who is a soulmate, whilst a full sustained merge is what will happen with a soulmate when both are fully whole and awakened within themselves. They will not be exactly 100% identical (because then they would cease to have the two separate expressions of form), but they will be close enough to be considered ‘true twin flames’, that is, the closest soulmate and energetic match you have incarnated in physical form and whom was really meant for you as your ‘one’, if you only allow it!

Thanks for reading 🙂

Part 2 Meeting my Other Half, more Solar Plexus Expansions, and 5D Collective Twin Energy

I’m going to lead on from my previous post, about my experiences lately with my other half and the realisations I’ve been coming to. Now something that was quite cool to me was that this new soul-connection of mine turned out to live in the same country(England). It felt like a miracle because before my connections had been all around the world, my previous two twin connections were/are in India and Philippines, making physical meeting more or less impossible for the most part. Although I wasn’t ready to meet my previous twin-connection anyway, I had a lot of issues to overcome first. Let me tell you, if you think these connections are intense over the net, then you have no idea what it’s like in real life!
Okay I might be over-exaggerating a little. Maybe it depends on the person. When we met my other half didn’t experience anything dramatic because he’s not as energetically sensitive as me (to be fair I would have a hard time finding someone who is more energetically sensitive than me), but after our meeting that’s when the energy got really intense for him. Sort of like it was waiting to pounce. But when we first met the first thing I noticed was just how easy it was to be around him, how calm and relaxed I felt. But then I noticed my energy started dissolving. I actually felt like I started dissolving, and couldn’t tell who I was anymore.

I could feel the edges of my aura expanding and stretching into what felt like infinity. And my solar plexus was hit the worst. It was about thirty minutes in, we were walking on the beach (thank goodness for that really) and I started breaking down in giggles, but the kind of painful giggles that turn into cries because you can’t breathe and you’re about to vomit and pass out. The energy became so strong I collapsed right then and there on the green, and the passing people were probably very worried. But then being flat on the ground allowed earth energy into me and I immediately felt stabilised, and we spent much of our time after that sitting on green patches of ground.

What I learned from our meeting, well one of the things anyway, is that I am severely ungrounded! It can’t be helped as I spend so much time in higher consciousness, but I realised part of our process of becoming balanced by the other was not just him opening up to higher consciousness, but me becoming more stabilised in the earth, and not so much floating in the clouds (even if to me it doesn’t feel like that, I feel perfectly stabilised in my own energy, not ungrounded at all, but compared to 3D reality I realised I’m very ungrounded and most of the time not really here at all. And really there’s nothing wrong with that as it’s my path to spend so much time in higher consciousness, but to go higher we do need to be ever grounded deeper). 

But when we were interacting, I realised for the first time how light I felt. I didn’t feel bogged down by my usual fears and worries that I didn’t even realise I was holding. The main thing for me is that I realised during that time I had no fear of being judged. None at all. And I was so much myself it was more like a meeting with me, the real me, than with him! And when he left (we live a couple of hundred miles away, not perfect but still better than thousands of miles away), I could feel such a change in my energy. At first I was confused because I felt so large, our merged aura went on for meters and meters, whilst my own aura is just over three meters now (more on that later), and then I felt my energy contract sharply and he did feel the same too. And then I missed more than anything that feeling of expansion, that feeling of me.

Now I know I need to work on releasing the rest of those feelings and holding that expansion and groundedness naturally without needing to be around him, that’s the point and that was the point of our meeting I feel, to stabilise our connection fully and to make us realise the depths of our souls more fully, who we are separately and who we are in each other. I took away a lot from that meeting, and had a huge solar plexus clearing a few hours after he left. It was the most awful thing but absolutely necessary. I now have hope for my solar plexus that it can be fully cleared out, but there is I feel still a long way left to go.

Now about the merged aura, that’s an interesting thing. I was writing beforehand about my monad integration, merger into the red ray, seventh initiation, and twelve chakric embodiment. I was writing about how I called him my twin ray because he was my monadic counterpart. These things haven’t changed, though my understanding of them has. I did complete a full twelve chakric embodiment which was possible from meeting him, the merge which has made my aura over three meters wide, and also changed the vibration of my seven main chakras. Me and my other half share a heart chakra now, and it was so strange when I checked out my heart chakra and where it used to be pink was purple instead, and three times as large. Same with my crown chakra which was magenta-red! That same red ray which I’d been working on integrating as part of the monadic and logoic mergers into the sixth and seventh initation.

So what’s happened is, I think, the purple crown chakra has descended into our heart, and the red 12th chakra has descended into our crown. Creating a fully embodied monadic expression in two bodies as one. Now this is where I want to change directions a little with the post. Because he is essentially my ‘other half’ right now, and maybe he was always my other half, I don’t know. I don’t know how these things really work(though I can speculate). But something I have realised is that what we have done is not unique to only one person who we like to call a ‘twin-flame’. This is my third experience of ‘twin energy’ within a person, within meeting a soul-connection. How can it be unique?

In actual fact, this ‘energy’ seems to be our own signature, our own love expressed through another person. Basically all soul-connections have the ability to experience this kind of unity, but are limited through their own lower awareness. Love is the language of the universe, all is love, love is all. We are all Love at the core of our being, and when we share that love with each other we experience ourselves as one… that is twin energy, it’s the recognition of your own divinity in someone you share a higher fifth or sixth dimensional connection with. Whilst third dimensional love is karmic and unpleasant, fourth dimensional love is between ‘soulmates’, this fifth dimensional love we attribute to only one person is also between ‘soul-mates’, just a level up! And as you keep becoming more and more of who you truly are, you experience deeper and deeper connections with those you love.

Never again will I say to myself “this is the end, there is no love after the twin flame experience” how preposterous! Twin flame energy is the love of the fifth dimension, as long as you are vibrating at that frequency you WILL attract someone to share that with. You will experience soul-sharing, there is no distinction between love, love on the 3D plane is seen as something unreachable… why do we want these perceptions in our twin flame experiences? Love is right here right now, we only have to realise it. Love can be shared consciously between everyone and anyone you want, and the more people who are aware the more we can turn this into a collective experience, where love isn’t hoarded or attributed to only one person, but seen for the unity it really is, the interconnectedness of God in us all, the beautiful experience of becoming one in two or one in three or one in five or one in millions… how amazing does that kind of love sound! Amplified like that between so many! And yet we push it away, due to our own limitations, due to our desire to own or feel like love is owned by a specific person… when it belongs to no one, it is all of ours. 

This is what you call shedding the ego folks, the ego likes to think “wow I have another half to my soul finally I can be complete”… it’s not like that at all. Soul-merging comes about only because you’re ready to know your own soul, and through that become aware of the whole new wide world of soul-merging, energy sharing, love-making, ect. You become greater than yourself, you allow love to flow through you, and just be, experiencing yourself as one, many, and all….

So, I may or may not have another literal half, but I am experiencing myself now as larger than two as one, three in one really when you think about it, me, my other half, and source. And it’s a beautiful experience. But I will never limit it or myself and say this is ‘it’, there is always greater, always more. And I believe and know that, and I am ready now to experience being more than myself, I am ready to enter the wide world of loving on all levels, to transcend fully the personal and yet, make it a truly personal experience within the third dimensional world. Bringing the fifth and sixth dimensions to earth, becoming a collective and unity consciousness gradually, step by step. I can see the new world will be beautiful, but we have to allow it and stop trying to claim something that was never ours to begin with. Just allow yourself to experience and move onto bigger and better things, more loving and joyful things, without getting hung up on the past and regrets….

Anything is possible when you are receptive!

Namaste.

Pleiadian Contact, Meeting Twin Ray, Monad Integration, Jumping Universes, 11th & 12th Chakra Openings, and New Earth-Grid Frequency Transmission- Can You Say INTENSE?!

Jeez I don’t even know where to begin with this post. The past couple of weeks an insane amount of things have kicked off. First off is my contact with my Pleiadian light family who are integrating their collective frequency into me, second is my meeting my new soul-connection who is higher vibrational than a twin flame, third is INTEGRATING MY ENTIRE MONAD 144 soul extension-self, along with my 11th and 12th chakras blowing wide open. Then there’s the fact I recently jumped into a parallel universe again, and oh yeah a new frequency energy I’ve been told I’m integrating into the earth grid as the first human to ever embody it. I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT’S GOING ON.

As I write this my crown chakra is buzzing on and off like crazy. It’s already almost two meters long and almost two meters wide. But I have never really had problems with it before. It’s always been my strongest chakra along with my heart and third eye. And I guess that is why I am probably being chosen for all these crazy things lately. They are all interconnected actually but as I said I wouldn’t know where to begin….

Let’s start with the healing session I had in January. That healed me so deeply it changed my future and as the ripples of space-time go, it changed my past too. I jumped into yet again a parallel universe, and in doing so met my twin ray and experienced a parallel life memory of us upon the second message I sent him. In fact it’s not a parallel life memory, but rather the memory of this original timeline which neither of us experienced directly but still does exist as our past. Because the timelines have merged, and upon our meeting finally coalesced into a whole.

I didn’t realise at first he was a higher vibrational soul-connection. It was only after about two months of on-off communication that I really questioned it “why do his messages make me cry, why do they fill me with overwhelming happiness, why do I feel like I know him and love him already, why did I have a parallel life memory, why why why”- I realised something weird was going. Through that and finally allowing myself to delve into the connection and fully experience it things have completely ramped up another level.

The telepathy is unreal. I decided on a whim to channel energy through my heart one morning to him and heard a strong ‘thank you’, upon asking him it was confirmed he felt it and that he did say thank you. And since then there have been some crazy things going on including more telepathic conversations. Full blissful kundalini mergings and experiencing being one being, full 12 chakric expansions, and just some super advanced evolution. Yesterday I felt my 12th chakra a few meters above my head. Today as I was doing kriyas my 11th chakra blew open completely and I was drowned in high vibrational energy. My Pleiadian guides say it’s part of embodying my entire 144-soul extension monad-self, something we are embodying together, and they also say it’s to do with embodying a new frequency earth has never seen before.

And my twin flame? Well some may think “well he was never really your twin flame” or things like that, but he was and is and remains part of my soul. The thing is I had done so much integrating and evolving and had got to such a stage of peace in the connection(yes it is possible! ;)) I became then entire soul-embodied, and does evolution stop there? Apparently not! Next level it is apparently! People tend to have this idea that the twin flame is the highest connection there is but it’s sooooo not. The highest connection there is is the vibration you are able to hold as an individual. I’m not part of a soul anymore, I AM a soul fully embodied, and I am integrating my Monad self now. There’s nowhere else to go but up.

So each Soul embodied being is its own whole and unique being, and the Monad which that soul belongs to also sends Souls out in pairs. These are ‘twin rays’. When two Souls of the opposing twin rays evolve together they become that energy embodied together. Just like the way it is with twin flames, but higher vibrational. And this process extends infinitely as life is a fractal and there is no end or destination, we are infinite beings exploring our nature every step of the way. Next up is monad twin which extends through to the 24th dimension and is totally alien to me as of now.

But so it is that I’ve met my twin ray, and I am moving onto the next stage in my life. With my twin flame we connect on the first eight chakras and opened up to some of the other higher four chakras, with my twin ray we’re connected on every level all the way through the twelve chakras at Monad level and are probably opening up to the next higher four chakras, basically chakras 13 to 16. Parallel realities also belong to the 9th chakra, so in that case it’s no wonder I’ve been remembering ourselves in parallel universes, since we are connected on that level.

And the new frequency energy I am embodying into the earth grid and am an anchor for probably extends from those chakras 13 through to 16. I can’t even believe I’m active on that level or am even keeping a level head whilst going through this. My energy system is more sensitive than ever and I’m just going through expansion after expansion after expansion. The Pleiadian downloads are not helping much either, so many different energies coming in from so many different levels and so many different places…. I’m having trouble staying grounded and doing much of anything at all.

The Pleiadians though are very understanding and it feels like we have great respect and love for one another. Through contact I’ve found out that I’m an incarnation of an incarnation, or what Teal Swan likes to call a soul-fork. Most souls project themselves directly into a human body from the soul realms which is outside dimensions, but I am instead am already projected into a Lyran-Pleiadian form which is then projected again into this human body. So it in a way is like being in a lucid dream. I know this is not where I truly am, I’m on another planet right now incubating as my consciousness resides here for a mission. And it’s entirely logical that our race lives up to 2,000 years old and here you’re lucky if you make it past 70 (I feel this will be my exit point from the earth plane). It’s not really much time in comparison.

And in a way the feeling of being older than my years is quite literally true, my true Lyran-Pleiadian form could be already over a thousand years old(I will ask at a later date actually) and having all that knowledge downloaded into this young and dense body is such a task I wonder how it’s even possible. But it is possible as my DNA is mutated and not even fully human. I was born this way.

I have no idea what is beyond here. Hopefully I can get this stage over as fast as possible because it is entirely uncomfortable being so ungrounded and dealing with so much intense high vibrational energy. The other day I stepped out my room and sharply noticed the drop in energy. Went back in and the heat turned up an immense amount. I couldn’t believe the difference. It’s like living in an energetic furnace which is always being turned up, and not the least because I have a direct gateway or what some might call a stabilised wormhole connection from this room directly to where my true form lies in the Pleiades. I have been having bilocational experiences and increasingly experience myself being in two places at once, both here and semi-conscious there. Next stage is to wake up and transfer my consciousness back there in order to fully experience myself as my true self, sort of like an OBE but different. But able to be switched between at will once mastered.

And all that is what is happening right now! Crazy does not even begin to describe it. Just when I think I’ve experienced it all something new comes along as if to say “betcha weren’t expecting me were ya!” Evolution never ends. Awakening is just the beginning. Self-realisation is just the next step. And full Monad-embodiment on earth as an ET soul fork is just a new beginning. Namaste.

Carl Jung’s Archetypes in Relation to the Multidimensional Chakric System

I was thinking back on when I started my spiritual journey and realised how far my perceptions and understandings have come since then. In order to understand myself I initially used Carl Jung’s psychoanalytical system of archetypes which were for me purely mental at the time. I wasn’t too aware of energy and how it is entwined with the body though it was starting to open up to me slowly. Everything back then was inside my mind. There was my shadow and inner child and animus, and then some mystical ‘Self’ that I had no understanding of. But then came my Self-realisation and I had to drop this system of understanding and embrace the sensations flowing through my chakric system and learn about how everything really interconnects together…

I have still not come to a complete understanding yet but I have been feeling inspired to write this for a long time now, mostly because I want there to be something that can explain in depth to my twin how my perception is now compared to a couple of years ago. We both have a foundation of Jungian psychoanalysis though I would say I am the more energetically sensitive one. That foundation though has been invaluable for the both of us, but I am not one to take at face value things I read, I have to experiment and play with them instead and see for myself whether Jung knew what he was talking about! And there are some things in which I have come to realise where he was not totally correct.

So first up is the shadow self. This is actually fairly easy, the shadow self is synonymous with the lower self. The lower self is any negative emotion or energetic ego structure in the body which carries density. This density is commonly known as a blockage and feels exactly as the name suggests, it is something that blocks the flow of energy in the body. To start with there was a smooth flow at birth, but through negative external influence and karmic attachment has clogged up and become hard. So things start to clog up and we become more antagonistic as we don’t remember how to be in harmony with this aspect of ourselves. It’s not a positive relationship.

As we break up and transmute the block back into flowing energy though we free up our system and become more harmonious with everything around us. However, due to the density of our blockages we cannot usually feel them. We lose our sensitivity, and the more blockages we have the less sensitive we become. So issues get pushed outside of our awareness into the ‘unconscious’. We forget how to be fully conscious of ourselves. The unconscious self is something impossible to see and as such just when we think we have cleared all our blockages out, new ones come to the forefront! And this process continues until we are fully conscious and have no shadow self left to clear out.

Now, these blockages and shadow selves can reside in different aspects and layers of the aura. Each chakra is a self-governing or conscious entity and aspect of the self. There are twelve chakras altogether, creating twelve separate energy bodies. These energy bodies all have their own dimensional replicas of the chakras, making there 144 chakras altogether. When all twelve main chakras are activated our light body activates too, and from there we can work on making every unique chakra of every energy body active. From my understanding, the larger the cone of the chakra the more chakras of that energy body are activated and fully awoken.

Now, as each energy body is a separate ray of consciousness of the whole and is also made up of its own aspects, we can infer that some of Jung’s archetypes actually relate to the chakras themselves, or rather are governed by the chakras. The first one of his I will mention is the inner child. The inner child is governed by the sacral chakra as it is the chakra of emotion, instinct, and creativity, and any childhood traumas will be stored here. The sacral chakra however also governs the sexual aspect of self as well as the elemental versions of self. This means it is a multidimensional entity in its own right. The twelve chakras of the sacral auric body all govern these.

Any blockages in this area will creative the negative shadow versions of these aspects of self. So the inner child becomes the victim and a healthy sex drives turns into a vampiric succubus or incubus like entity. The elemental selves such as fairies become the inner tricksters. For reference our elemental selves are what comprise the physical material of our body, that is the building blocks of life are within earth, fire, water, and air. As well as spirit. One elemental being on its own will usually be a nature spirit, governing a plant or something, but when a group of them come together as one entity they create a Deva, which then can incarnate into the base consciousness of the human body to allow it to function intelligently. Without these beings the human body would not survive.

So usually the Deva we have incarnated into us is a type of elemental we have experienced ourselves as before in previous lives. It is what we are comfortable with. My own Deva self is that of air and are fairies. And fairies are known for being devious in a state of lesser health. When I have a blockage in my sacral chakra they become the archetypical trickster figure instead. They like to cause havoc and mayhem. So it’s important all aspects of self are in harmony with each other. As it is I still have some victim complexes to deal with in my inner child as well as some entities attached to the darkness there, but I am gradually working on releasing it. It’s nothing as bad as my solar plexus chakra at least, which is what I will move onto explaining now.

Now with Jung he came up with the archetype of the anima/animus complex. To him this was both a personal and collective force. It represented the soul, quite literally as anima in Latin means soul. When one gets in touch with their anima/animus they feel overwhelming love and a sense of completion. However on the negative side Jung said that when infected or contaminated by the shadow self the anima/animus would be a negative force instead and it would be both a personal and collective negativity that would need to be dealt with. For example with women the animus is often contaminated by the collective patriarchy. He was basically explaining energetic and planetary karma to a more logical degree.

However, I’ve come to the realisation after the last seventeen months that he has gotten his own understandings here mixed up. The ‘soul’ and the inner opposite female/male as he described to be the anima/animus complex are in fact two separate beings. So he had a contamination of his own archetypes going on. The soul in fact is a genderless entity, though it may prefer a particular energetic expression, it is not divided or dualistic in itself, it is not either male or female, it is in fact completely united within itself. The personality/ego-self in fact as an extension of the soul is the one which has polarised form. The soul itself is already whole.

So the personality/ego-self being a particular gendered expression resides in the solar plexus chakra. The solar plexus chakra governs the conscious self and duality, as well as physical interaction in 3D reality. Now as most people’s entire chakric systems are closed they are not aware of their soul let alone their inner opposite. The inner opposite sits also in the solar plexus chakra, and when completely activated and functional is whole too as an expression of the soul. So our sense of ‘gender’ as a polarised form actually comes from our conscious awareness being sat in the solar plexus, and this is where it gets a little complex. In order for the inner opposite in the solar plexus to active the soul needs to start to descend into the human body too.

As it stands, most of humanity only have the first three or four chakras open, and of those energetic bodies most of the individualised aspects of them are shut down or in darkness. So we are not even functioning as half a person, we are functioning as half of a half of a person! When the soul starts to descend into the body the energy activates the rest of these chakras and they start to awake and become whole again in themselves. They start to operate more as a whole unit. So when the solar plexus chakra starts awakening, the level of duality, duality is instead turned into a continuum or scale of differences rather than one thing being against the other. There is no female vs male or good vs evil, there is a preference for a particular mode of being which has been decided to be expressed.

When this particular mode has been decided to be expressed externally then the rest of that aspect supports it as a whole. They work together. So when the soul energy descends into the body and awakens the solar plexus chakra, what we think of as being our inner opposite self is actually just the third chakra becoming more aware of its entire being. As a female I express female energy on this plane. But I have my male energy supporting it from the inside as a whole. They flow and blend together smoothly and support each other and their expression of unity in the physical plane. Or should do anyway! My solar plexus has been an issue with me as I have a lot of negative male energy stored in it. My male archetype there has been contaminated by planetary patriarchal karma and I am still working on releasing and healing it step by step.

So that leaves the soul left to discuss. The soul is a whole entity but is often not integrated into the body. The soul is in fact our true ‘other half’, not our inner opposite. Because the soul extends into the body through the heart chakra it is the representation of our entire higher being, or rather it is the unique individual expression of the divine higher self which resides in the crown chakra. As most of humanity has only the first three or four chakras open, when one connects to their soul they connect to their remaining non-active three or four chakras, making it feel like we are mysteriously completed by some other aspect of us. In fact this is what is happening and we become aware to ourselves as our higher selves. So the divine self/spark resides in the seventh chakra and connects us to our entire spiritual being. When the heart chakra is activated this unique expression can begin to integrate into us and we start to feel ourselves more completed by ourselves. We stop being half a being and become a whole being instead.

This is the beginning of the superconscious self and there are many layers and aspects here to fully understand and discuss but I have not fully assimilated them myself yet so I may save them for a later date. For now it’s suffice to say that the heart chakra governs the individual soul expression. So my individual soul expression will be different to my twin’s individual soul expression, that is we are unique and separate beings. But the entire soul essence as it stems from the eighth chakra will have many different aspects of itself too, my twin and I being same parts of that one being. So when we meet each other and have a spiritual awakening, it is my essence recognising that same multidimensional essence in the both of us and responding to it through the download of this essence into my individual soul expression which lies in the heart chakra.

What then we are looking at here is not the sense of being completed by the other, but rather the entire rest of our higher chakras. I want to be a whole being and to do that I need at least my first eight chakras fully activated to be a full and whole being in a human body, to be fully soul embodied. My soul is not a male or gendered essence, my soul is an androgynous extension which when extended into the dualistic physical reality which is governed by the solar plexus or third chakra is expressed as being externally female with an internal male counterpart, but the internal male counterpart is not the heart chakra or inidividual soul expression itself.

I don’t know if that is written very clear but I will leave it at that for now. The problem I see with Jung’s teachings then is that the soul is not our opposite dualistic expression, the soul is already whole and unified. And when the heart chakra is cleared out fully the entire eighth dimensional soul expression can begin to fully incarnate into human form,with the solar plexus chakra taking on the responsibility of showing itself as a particular gender externally and identifying with that.

This is not a two-dimensional dynamic but three dimensional instead. As I wrote in my twin flame triquetra post, there is not just male and female expression but there is unified expression too, which is what the heart chakra governs. The heart chakra when cleared of shadow is an androgynous loving energy which reminds us who we truly are as spiritual beings, through the channelling of the divine self at the seventh chakra.

As a closing note, the seven main chakras to me seem to be personal whilst the transpersonal ones after that seem to be collective. Through the seventh chakra we realise the divine spark in us which though is source of all that is, is /still/ a unique extension into the individual soul extension. Whilst my shared soul with my twin flame resides at the eighth chakra and is instead a collective or multidimensional expression of divine source, not personal. The divine source of this energy body in fact I assume would be governed by the seventh chakra of that system. So you can see how after the seventh chakra it starts to fan out and you become connected first to universal unity of the personal Self at the seventh chakra, and then unity of collective Selves from the eighth chakras onwards.